disappointed.

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  Sometimes you wonder how you never noticed that a person is a complete and utter douche bag...
 I have come to realize recently that sometimes the people you think you are the closest to are the ones that will end up hurting you the most. I am so very hurt and disappointed by your actions, sometimes I can't believe you are the same person that I was in love with for 3 years.

 3 years of lies and cheating and doing things behind my back. And now you are doing the same things to our child. A child I could NEVER imagine hurting in any way. He deserves everything and you have given him nothing. I don't expect you to be a real father to him because you never were but at the very least I would expect for you to call and maybe ask how he is doing or maybe offer to pay for things once in awhile. Except you are doing none of these things. I haven't heard from you for days and the only things I know of your life are from useless shit you post on Facebook. Your sister telling her friend that your entire family is going on a trip to Disneyworld, one you never offered to take your son on, one you probably weren't even going to tell me about until you got home.
 It's alright though because by your being absent from our lives, we are becoming stronger people. I never thought I was capable of being a single parent, which is why I stayed with you for so long. I thought that he would take this transition hard, that not living with you would be the worst thing for him, but to my surprise (and frankly, my delight) he has shown me that he doesn't need you. He only needs me. I can be everything for this little boy. I have already proven that I don't need you to help me pay for a home or a car or for food or clothing or anything else he needs to live a decent life. I have moved on while you have regressed. You moved back in with your parents while I moved into a townhouse. Something you thought I was not capable of doing on my own. You ride a bike to class everyday while I pay for my own car. You can't even maintain a real job while going to school and I work full time and take 15 hours of classes every week while taking care of our son. You have, in your awful ways, made me realize that I am capable of doing whatever I want. I thank you for that, without you I probably never would have realized how strong I am or how strong my baby will be because of having to deal with someone like you.